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chapter five
lancelot’s
ire
A month had passed, almost more quickly than I could blink,
and in that time, I had managed to very nearly forget Morgan la Fay all
together. I became happier, and my training was making me stronger by the day.
I still was not as broad as the men I looked up to, a
nd likely never would be,
but I could handle a sword and a mace, which made me feel rather accomplished
and I had gained some more muscles to my slight frame. I had become a
moderately skilled swordsman, and had finally moved on to using real swords
when I sparred which I did every day, mostly with Gawain but also with
Percival, Bedivere, and always Arthur when he was able to make it to the lists,
which gave me no small amount of joy as any son would feel in the presence of
the father he adored. And though I knew well enough that I was not really his
son, I had come to truly adore my king and surrogate father as one.
That first
month was blissfully uneventful apart from a few scrapes I sustained in
training since that first bruise Arthur had given me that had blackened and
been painful to the touch for a few days afterward. I had worn it with pride, however,
for how many other boys my age had the honor of being bruised in a practice
duel with the king?
Then came
the time when Arthur decided to organize a hunt, wanting to get out of the
palace and having heard rumors of wolves roaming the countryside nearby. I had
secretly hoped that Gawain, or more importantly, Arthur himself, would ask me
to come along, but it was not to be. Gawain simply had me pack his bags and
then patted me on the shoulder as he left, telling me to be good. I would have
moped like a child had I not been charged with a task by Arthur himself just as
he was riding away and I was standing aside, after bringing Fenna for Gawain,
to watch them go.
“Mordred,”
he told me, pulling up his mount right beside me. “I wish it that you would act
as Guinevere’s personal guardian while I am gone. And keep her company. Can I
trust you?”
“Of course,
my lord!” I exclaimed, and he smiled, impulsively cupping his hand against my
cheek before he kicked his horse into motion and left with a hunting party of
all his most faithful knights.
I sighed at
their parting, feeling the memory of his rough hand against my cheek in that
fatherly gesture, envisioning myself riding alongside him, and bringing down a
wolf single-handedly. But I had a task to uphold, and I would need to be about
it. I stopped at my room to wash and change into my nicer set of tunic and hose
for if I would be serving in the palace for the next two days at the hand of
the queen herself, I would need to look presentable, and not smell of the
stable and my work in the lists. The part of me that was no longer a child
realized that Arthur had likely set me this task for the soul purpose that I
wouldn’t feel disappointed from not going on the hunting trip, and even thought
with some melancholy that Arthur likely thought the same thing; but I was a
young man still, and not so old that the task seemed like an insult. And, as I
was later to find out, it proved to be the most important thing Arthur could
have asked of me. I liked to think later, that he might have had that thought
in mind when he gave me the command, but I never got around to actually asking
him.
After I had
freshened myself, I strode off for the castle, and though I was still a little
sad about not getting to join the hunt, I was in a better mood now. I looked to
one side where I saw three figures standing outside the barracks and realized
it was Lancelot and his two fellow knights, talking together before they cast a
furtive look my way. I frowned, wondering why they had not gone on the hunt as
well, but decided it must be something to do with Lancelot’s fall from grace.
I made my
way inside and found a maid to direct me to the queen’s solar. I found
Guinevere there doing some needlework and I stopped in the doorway, bowing respectfully
as she looked up at me.
“My queen,
I have been charged to keep you safe and in company while the king is away on
his hunting trip,” I told her.
“Yes,
Arthur told me you would come to stay with me; please come in, Mordred, and
make yourself comfortable.”
I felt
slightly awkward being alone apart from two ladies’ maids stitching in the
corner, in the presence of the queen in such a common place as her solar, but
she soon put me at ease with small talk, asking about my training and how I
found living here in Camelot.
“I enjoy it
here very much,” I told her truthfully. “It is the nicest place I have ever
lived, and I have no intention of leaving any time soon.”
“That is
good to hear,” Guinevere said, selecting a bright red thread for her needle. “Is
there a girl here who has caught your eye?”
I blushed
but smiled and shook my head. “No, I fear I have no time to have formed an
acquaintance. Perhaps when I am a knight. Sir Gawain works me far too hard to
have any free time for courting.”
She smiled
as she continued to work. We talked for a while and then played a game of chess,
and by the time we were done with that, I was surprised to find it time for
supper. Guinevere asked me to fetch some food from the kitchens. As Arthur and
the knights were gone, she would not eat in the dinning hall and she invited me
to stay and eat with her in the solar.
I bid her
good night afterward, to go to the room I had been given in the palace for the
time I was to stay there. I was just going to go and check on Elith in the
stable before turning in, and had just reached the courtyard when one of the
maids who had been with Guinevere all day came running outside to catch up to
me, looking in a right fright.
“Oh Master
Mordred, it’s the queen! Sir Lancelot has forced his way into her solar, and I
daren’t think of what he will try!”
“Go fetch
some guards,” I said, turning to hurry back.
“I couldn’t
find any!” she cried, nearly in tears.
I was
already on my way back up the stairs and into the castle before she had finished
and soon enough confronted the closed door of the solar, hearing Guinevere
shouting inside and Lancelot laughing. I threw my slight frame at the door,
wondering what I was going to do if I couldn’t get it open, but it was suddenly
pulled inward and I sprawled on the floor, looking up at one of Lancelot’s
companions; the same two who had been with him when he confronted me that first
day in the stables.
I leapt to
my feet, and had my hand on my sword. “Let her go, Lancelot,” I said in a cold,
dangerous voice.
He looked
over to me and sneered, trying to haul Guinevere closer to him with a cruel
grip on one wrist, but she was holding onto the window sill and was not coming
quietly. “And what does a whelp like you think you can do?” he asked with a chuckle.
“I never did give you your beating, did I? I might have to rectify that.
Raymond, Arnulf?”
The two
other knights advanced on me, and I ripped my sword from its sheath with enough
conviction to make them leap back a pace. I took a stance and pointed it at
first one then the other. “Get back against the wall, or I will kill you. I was
charged by the king himself to protect Queen Guinevere and I will not fail in
that duty, sirrahs.”
“You are
not even a knight,” one of the men laughed, though he made no move to come
closer.
“Nor are
you if you would come—three of you—against one woman, your Queen at that, and
try and force her against her will. When Arthur hears of this, he will have you
all executed. So if you are a man, Lancelot, if you are indeed a knight, as you
profess, fight me like one, and I’ll give you a chance to die by my hand rather
than by the indignity of the noose.”
Lancelot
seethed for a moment, then he finally waved his companions off. “Leave him,
I’ll take him up on his offer. But you got one thing wrong, boy,” he said as he
advanced on me, drawing his own sword. “I will not die by your hand, but you
will almost assuredly die by mine.”
“Careful,
Mordred!” Guinevere called from where she had pressed herself, pale, against
the wall. “He is a very skilled swordsman.”
Lancelot
smiled sickeningly but I forced myself not to feel anything, drawing my old
darkness back to me even though I had done so well forgetting it all these
weeks. I fueled my hatred for Lady Morgan into my hatred for Lancelot and used
it to my advantage to give me strength and conviction for the coming fight.
Lancelot
struck out with lightning quickness, but I was ready for him. Arthur had always
started our duels the same way, and I had gotten used to heightening my senses before
the first strike so I could be ready for it when it came, keeping the sword
directly in front of my chest. Neither of us had a shield, but I was all right
with that; I had trained both ways, for Gawain had been adamant in the fact
that a shield was far too easy to lose in battle to be always dependent upon
it.
I saw the
surprise on his face when I blocked his blow and took pleasure in it, but not
too much, for being too sure of yourself in a fight was never a good thing. I
stayed on defense for a moment longer, letting him get some fire out of his
veins with his fast and heavy strikes, but I soon blocked one and shoved him
back with our hilts locked before I went on the offense and gave him a few
vicious blows of my own.
He stumbled
back slightly, but wrenched himself upright again before I could take
advantage. He really was a master of the sword, and he moved gracefully but
powerfully, and it was also true that he was much bigger than me, though not as
tall and broad as Gawain. Unfortunately, my offense had not lasted as long as I
would have liked, for Lancelot had caught one of my blows in the same way I had
done him, and shoved me back so violently, I tripped and fell onto my backside.
I scrambled to my feet as quickly as possible and just barely got my sword up
in time, still with my other hand braced on the floor, to block the blow he
swung at me. He began raining down blows so fast that I couldn’t stand up, and
I had to block them from my awkward position, half on my knees and half on my feet.
He started laughing as he saw my helpless state and when he struck the next
blow, he kicked me in the chest and I was flung onto my back, losing my sword
in the process. Lancelot snarled tauntingly, and swung a vicious blow at me,
looking like he meant to take off my head. I rolled to the side just in time,
but felt the blade burn across my upper arm. I felt the hot blood flow fast and
heavy, but he had given me a window to scramble to my feet and I dove for my
sword as he tried another swipe, this one missing me by a hair’s breadth. As I
retrieved my sword I had no time to get back to my feet, but I rolled onto my
back and blocked the blow he swung down at me, and as his sword was engaged, I
swung my body to one side and swept his legs out from under him.
Lancelot
fell heavily on his back, his breath whooshing out of him and his sword
clattering on the ground. Guinevere kicked it out of his reach and it spun into
a corner. I got to my feet and pressed the tip of my sword against his chest.
He scrambled backwards, fear lighting his eyes, and I felt the bloodlust leave
me, replaced by disgust. I jabbed him slightly to scare him then pulled my
sword back and kicked him in the haunch.
“I won’t
sully my sword with a coward’s blood,” I told him, knowing, even as I said the
words that I was sealing the fact we would meet again. “Get out, and take your
dogs with you.”
He glared
at me, but there was nothing he could do. He knew it, and he hated me for it.
He slowly got to his feet and, backed toward the door. “We will meet again, you
little maggot. And when we do, I’ll make you sorry you ever dared call me a
coward.” And then he turned and left with his two companions, casting one last
hateful glance at me before he hurried away.
I turned
back to Guinevere and sheathed my sword, holding out a hand. “Are you all
right, my lady?”
“I’m fine,
Mordred, but you are bleeding; let me
see to your wound, my brave young hero.” She smiled gently, but I declined.
“In a
moment, my lady, but I must find a guard and tell him of Lancelot. I was
foolish to let him go, he should be incarcerated.”
I hurried
out of the solar, one hand clamped over the wound that I realized was bleeding
more heavily than I had thought. I wondered at the absence of guards, for I had
seen none, and even the noise of my fight had not brought one to investigate. I
began to wonder whether something was wrong, but I finally found a guard to
tell the tale to. He gathered several of his men, who had been casually
drinking and gambling, thinking they were done for the evening, and some of the
other knights who had stayed behind and then went on a hunt for Lancelot and
his companions, assuring me they would surround the town to make sure he didn’t
get away.
I went back
to Guinevere’s solar, angry with myself for being so overconfident and having
let my power go to my head. I had enjoyed telling Lancelot off and, perhaps a
part of me had been showing off for the sake of Queen Guinevere, but I should
not have let him go, and I would realize that this would come back to haunt me
later.
But right
now, I still had to protect the queen, though first she insisted that my wound
be seen to. A maid had joined her with a bowl to hot water and bandages and she
made me sit and, much to my protest, to strip out of my tunic so she could see
the wound better.
“My lady,
it is hardly proper!” I protested.
“I have
seen many wounds in my time, Mordred,” she smiled at me. “And I have treated
most of the knights at one point or another, and I will not tear the sleeve of
your tunic, for as it is it can be mended easily enough.” I finally consented
and winced as I tried to pull it over my head. The wound proved too painful,
however and the maid had to help me, much to my embarrassment. I was bright red
by the time Guinevere started cleaning my wound. She washed it gently with the
warm water as the maid held the bowl under my arm to catch the bloody water
dripping from it. The wound was deep and would have to be stitched, another
thing I bore stoically, though I was biting the inside of my cheek hard enough
to bleed. But I was determined not to cry out in front of the queen, and
indeed, compared to the torments I had suffered at Lady Morgan’s hands, this
was little enough to bear.
She had
finally finished cutting the thread and bandaging the wound with clean linen
and offered me some mulled wine to drink, but I declined.
“I mustn’t
be too drowsy, lest Lancelot come back and somehow slip past the guards. I
shall sleep on your threshold tonight, my lady.”
“You must
get your rest, Mordred, I will have a knight posted,” she protested.
“With all
respect, your majesty,” I said, bowing my head, but making my voice firm. “The
king gave me instructions to watch over you, and I shall do just that. I will
not face him to say that I took to my bed to recover from a scratch to leave
your care to another while you were in any danger.”
She smiled
slowly and consented. “Very well, then Mordred. I would not have you say that
either, and it is the mark of a true knight of you to do so. I shall retire for
the night. Adeline, please fetch Mordred a pallet and blanket.”
When she
had retired to her room, I laid the pallet in front of her closed door. I had
told her to lock it as well, but I had no intention of anyone getting past me.
I lay down with my hand on my sword. My arm hurt, but not unduly so, for I was
still silently pleased with myself, even though I had let Lancelot get away. I
had to admit, a bit to my shame, that I was looking forward to seeing what
Arthur would say when he found out how I had protected his queen. It was a
silly, boyish thing to think, but I found more and more that I wanted nothing
but his approval, and if I could do something that impressed him, it would make
me the happiest man in the world.
But there
was also a darkness lying over me, albeit a darkness that left me with
anticipation in my blood, for I knew that what had passed between me and
Lancelot would not be forgotten. He would be back for me eventually. His honor
had been tainted in front of his companions and the woman he coveted, and I
knew he wouldn’t let that stand. We would have a reckoning again, though when,
I was not sure. But I fell asleep with a challenging smile on my lips as I
thought of that inevitable meeting, and looked forward to it with anticipation.
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